Future Book Reviewer for Horror Tree

Thanks to my HWA mentor, Catherine Jordan, I will soon be writing book reviews for Horror Tree! Wizard Witch Warlock is my current read and destined to by my first review. I’m going at it a bit slowly though because I’m working 50 plus hour weeks at the moment. This is due to so many retail pharmacists leaving the industry because of unacceptable conditions throughout this business. Read about CVS/Walgreens strikes here.

Pharmacist in my area aren’t currently striking, but I fully support my pharmacy brothers and sisters. My company is currently in the process of hiring, so hopefully by early November, I’ll get my first review completed and start writing full steam ahead again.

I’m excited to be a reviewer for Horror Tree and hope to fulfill this position with the best of my ability!

Happy Halloween month everyone!

Irregardless-I’ve Said My Piece

I’ve never understood the preoccupation some people have with grammar and punctuation. Language is fluid and changes over time. It is now acceptable to end sentences with prepositions. That was completely unacceptable when I was in high school. Also, I was taught in high school to use therefore liberally. No one teaches that way anymore. Writing has always come naturally to me, so much so that every English teacher I’ve ever had told me I should do it for a living. But that being said, I’ve never been able to diagram sentences very well and such. I would be a lousy english teacher. Also, commas are my, arch, enemies… P.S. I love run-on sentences.

Okay, well I guess we do have to learn a little grammar and such at some point. But, why so rigid? Isn’t part of creativity, taking a foundation and then tweaking it a bit? Don’t get me wrong, I’ve always been a rule follower, but change is part of life. The Futurama writers get it:

Someday it will be correct to say, supposably. Oh, wait! I just Googled and supposably is a real word! Did you guys know that? But at this point, it still isn’t supposed to replace supposedly. Time will tell, I guess.

Gonna leave you with this image of a master of the English language, Paulie Walnuts aka Paulie Gualtieri. Have a great Sunday everyone!

The Girl in the Locked Room by Mary Downing Hahn

So this is the first middle grade horror story that I’ve ever read and I’m so impressed with it! I Googled best middle grade horror stories because I have an idea for a series of my own and wanted to get a better feel for it. Google suggested, Mary Downing Hahn, and Google was right! She has many books and I plan to read more of course, but I’m super partial to old school ghost stories and this fits the bill!

This story has all my favorite things: abandoned house, little girl ghost and not just any little girl ghost, but one that’s been hiding for more than a hundred years. Also, my other favorite thing is present; very brave not-ghost girls.

Mary Downing Hahn writes so well and seemingly with ease. This story just flows and is crazy hard to put down.

I would give this ten stars if I could! Uber-highly recommend this story!!!

May the 4th be With You!

May the 4th is more than just Star Wars Day for me. On this day in 2020, when everything was shutdown because of Covid and since I had nothing better to do, I created this website and C.C. Winchester was born. I was very focused during that time and began seriously writing, again, well, because there was nothing else to do. I now have 3 short stories published and a book published in another genre under a different name. I was very productive at first, but over the past year, not so much.

So, I started fighting my demons again. You know, the ones who say you’ll never be a writer. And it turns out, their leader is my mom. When I was in seventh grade I knew I wanted to be a writer and I voiced that dream to my mother. Her response, “You can’t be a writer, you don’t know anything.”

I guess technically, you don’t know a ton by seventh grade, but I already had plenty of angst. We moved constantly. My mother had a revolving door of boyfriends. The boyfriends made the rules, so my siblings and I were often beaten because we hadn’t received the memo about the latest rule changes.

My mother has been gone now for 23 years, but her negative energy lives on within my very soul. I’ll never stop fighting though. Life truly does go on. There is much love and support in my life right now and the horror community is a big positive for me. I am especially thankful for Jill Girardi of Kandisha Press. If it weren’t for her publishing my first story, “The Trial of Jehenne de Brigue”, I would have probably given up. She is a true supporter of the genre, especially women and even old ladies like me, who arrived on the scene very late. But as they say, better late than never, right?

Take care everyone and Happy Star Wars Day!

P.S. If you’re so inclined, check out Don’t Break the Oath, part of the the women of horror series published by Kandisha Press and where you can find my little ditty, “The Trial of Jehenne de Brigue”!

Wednesday Women of Horror Spotlight-Jill Girardi

Jill Girardi is a woman of horror that is near and dear to my heart (Cliché, I know, but sometimes a cliché is accurate!). She’s not just an awesome horror writer, but she fully supports and lifts up other women who have chosen to write in this historically male dominated genre. Jill was the first person to believe in me enough to give me the opportunity to transition from writer to published writer. When someone helps another person on that level, helping them believe that dreams actually can come true—well, nothing beats that. Jill Girardi is proof that one person really can make a difference.

Jill Girardi is the founder of Kandisha Press, an independent horror publisher which supports women horror writers around the world. She is also the author of multiple short stories, which feature her own brand of dark humor, beasties, and out of this world, nefarious creatures of her own design. Jill is also the best selling, award-nominated author of the Hantu Macabre series.

Jill Girardi is well known and loved among the horror community at large. She is extremely talented and a truly kind person. I am honored to have worked with her and hope to continue to do so. Her Twitter handle is @jill_girardi

From the Depths-Multiple Authors

So, after a long hiatus accompanied by multiple day job changes which resulted in massive life disarray, I am making my triumphant return with a review of an excellent anthology that seems to have been overlooked by the masses.

Lydia Prime edited this anthology and also has a story within its pages. The incomparable, Ramsey Campbell, introduces the stories inside with an insightful foreword.

The writers were asked to come up with stories that expressed who they are as authors. Many of them explore the true demons that haunt humanity. Alcoholism, death, lost love, and cowardice are themes that many of us have experienced first hand. Horror as a genre often utilizes monstrous beings to represent our greatest fears and weaknesses.

Some of these stories, like a great many horror stories, straddle the lines of horror/sci-fi/dark fantasy. This is one the things I love most about horror. It colors outside the lines.

There is a Stephen Kingish, leave you guessing, element to many of these tales, which is another thing I love about this genre. It encourages deeper thought after the story ends and I think many writers are drawn to it because of that. There is always more to the story, thus more that can be written.

I highly recommend this book, a five star read for sure!

Wednesday Women of Horror Spotlight-Shirley Jackson

Shirley Jackson

So, tell me, how have I not read any of Shirley Jackson’s work? I vaguely was familiar with her name, but had no idea of her inspiring work in the horror genre. I had heard of the Netflix series, The Haunting of Hill House of course, but had no idea it was written by a woman of horror.

I haven’t watched the series yet though, because I recently watched this one:

I have to take a break between well done ghost stories if I want to get any sleep at night. Couldn’t look in mirrors for awhile after watching The Haunting of Bly Manor, and also didn’t realize how many mirrors there were in my house until I watched that series…

So why, have I not read Shirley Jackson? When it comes to famous authors, am I like a lot of people and only focused on the male ones? Especially when it comes to horror? And the funny thing is that according to Shirley Jackson’s Wikipedia page, great male writers like Stephen King and Neil Gaiman, count her among their influencers.

So, The Haunting of Hill House, is apparently “considered to be one of the best ghost stories ever written.”-Wikipedia

Ghost stories are my favorite in the horror genre, so of course, I’ve downloaded it on my Kindle and it will be my next read.

It saddens me that because of the time period in which she lived, Shirley Jackson was held back by society. Mainly, societal expectations for women, it seems. Although through her writing, she made much more money than her professor husband, he controlled the finances and she was given an allowance. Also, he apparently strayed quite often with his students. Shirley suffered from a great amount of anxiety and was prescribed barbiturates by her physician. She also battled alcoholism. I’ve read many counts of women in the past who weren’t allowed to reach their full potential and turned to drugs or alcohol. She died at the young age of 48. She contributed so much, but one has to wonder how much more she might have been accomplished if given a loose rein.

“On the Other Side of Fear Lies Freedom.”

Why are writers so afraid? Well maybe I should just speak for myself, even though I know I’m not the only one. My journey as a writer began in Lancaster, Texas in seventh grade. A few of us were talking to our home room teacher before the bell rang for the period to begin and he asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. I don’t remember what the others said. I didn’t really know what I wanted to be, but I thought, well I really like to read, so I said, writer. I actually said (thinking I was funny), “Well it requires a pen.” The teacher looked at me and he said, “What does that mean?” So then I said, “I want to be a writer.” His response was, “Wouldn’t that require a typewriter?” So then I just felt stupid…as usual.

I really answered writer because I thought it was my only option. At the time, I was convinced that I had no talent for science or math. My original dream was to be a jockey because I wanted a job that involved being around horses. I grew too tall, though. For a brief amount of time, I thought I could be a horse trainer, but there were no horses to train in the apartment complex where we lived. All my knowledge of horse related jobs came from Walter Farley’s, Black Stallion series of books. So…writing seemed like a reasonable alternative to the jockey/horse trainer dream.

In spite of being embarrassed regarding the pen vs. typewriter debate, I let the idea of becoming a writer gestate inside my brain. I had written a couple of stories in elementary school. One was about fishes (although my mother said that it’s incorrect to write fishes since fish is both singular and plural. I later found out that I was correct because there were different species of fish in the story.), the other was in the Greek mythology genre. I don’t remember what either story was about.

So, a few days, a week or maybe a month later, I say to my mother that I want to be a writer. She responds, “You can’t be a writer. You don’t know anything.”

Well, as you can imagine, I didn’t write stories for many years. Why would I? I didn’t know typewriters were necessary for writing and in fact, I didn’t know anything at all. So, I spent the next several years reading a lot of books, watching a lot of TV, and not writing at all.

So, fast forward to now. All that happened fortyish years ago, but it still sticks with me. I’ve had a couple of horror stories published; one with Kandisha Press and the other in the Sirens Call eZine. So you would thing that would make me believe I am actually a writer. It did for a minute, but then the fear sets in again. A lot of writers say the voices in their head stop them from creating. But for me, it’s not imaginary. My own mother said, “You can’t be a writer. You don’t know anything.” That kind of thing sticks with a person. Your mother is supposed to be the person who loves you most and believes in you more than anyone else in the universe.

A lot of shitty stuff happened in my childhood and I’ve been told by many people that I should write about that. But, I don’t want to. I want to be creative and original, not rehash old garbage. I’m just touching on it in this post, because I’m trying to shake off my chains. I haven’t written in months. I am drowning in depression. I think that when creative people don’t create, that lack of release turns inward and poisons our bodies and souls.

Maybe I don’t know anything, but I’m going to write anyway.

Wednesday Women of Horror Spotlight-Catherine McCarthy

Catherine McCarthy

Catherine’s bio from her website:

From deep within the wild Welsh countryside, Catherine McCarthy spins dark yarns that deliver a sting in the tail.

She is the author of the collections Door and other twisted tales, Mists and Megaliths, and also the novella, Immortelle (published by Off Limits Press July 2021): a Gothic tale of grief and revenge, set on the West Wales coast.

Her short stories and flash fiction have been published in various places online and in anthologies, including The British Fantasy Society Horizons, Flame Tree Press, Kandisha Press and Curiosities.

In 2020 she won the Aberystwyth University Prize for creative writing for her magical realism story, The Queen’s Attendant.

Having traded the challenges and rewards of teaching for the hurdles and merits of writing, Catherine McCarthy now lives with her illustrator husband in a two hundred year old cottage in West Wales amidst spectacular, story-inspiring countryside.

When she is not writing she may be found sewing in her ‘Garden Beehive’ or wandering the coast path, complete with picnic, sun-cream and just enough money for ice-cream.

Catherine McCarthy is well known among women of horror and can be found engaging in many a Twitter conversation. Her books have rave reviews on Amazon and she has an avid following of devoted readers.

Check her out on social media:

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Wednesday Women of Horror Spotlight-Alyson Faye

Alyson Faye

Alyson Faye’s bio from horrortree.com:

“Alyson lives in West Yorkshire, UK with her husband, teen son and four rescue animals. Her fiction has been published widely in print anthologies – DeadCadesWomen in Horror Annual 2, Trembling with Fear 1 &2, Coffin Bell Journal 1, Stories from Stone, Ellipsis, Rejected (ed. Erin Crocker)and in many ezines, but most often on the Horror Tree site, in Siren’s Call.

She performs at open mics, teaches, edits and hangs out with her dog on the moor in all weathers.”

Alyson is a prolific writer and most recently wrote a little ditty for:

The Ladies of Horror
Picture-Prompt Writing Challenge!

Her work is also featured in HorrorTree.com‘s, Trembling With Fear: Year 5:

Here’s my review of her anthology, Darkness Calls: Tales From the Shadows

She also has a story in the Kandisha Press anthology, Don’t Break the Oath, where my debut story “The Trial of Jehenne de Brigue” can be found. I’m so honored to be in an anthology which includes a talented writer like her and so many others more talented than me! These Women of Horror, inspire me to continually improve my craft.

Check out Alyson Faye’s Amazon author page for a more complete listing of her work.